I am not sure what is making me unusually cheery lately. I am usually such the gloomy lump of negativity, lol. Though, I am experiencing my damn flashbacks, since the cheeriness is pushing through. It scares me o_o

The strike is over, so yay food! I can eat now, and gain weight. But now all my classes are dumping oodles of work and readings, which I don't care too much of XD Well, I'm "getting by," you can say >.>

Not much to say, other than I feel old. I feel like I'm falling behind in life. My sister is already going to go college, and the other one will be going to college soon too (in two years). Whereas I haven't even settled on a college or an area of interest. The most of the people that I know, and have gone to elementary, middle, and high school with will be graduating from college in two years approximately. It's going to be a long time before I reach that point in my life, lol. In this day and age, kids are being pushed to choose and achieve as fast as they can. I know, and want to just take my time, but I feel the pressure. I'm sure there are people out there experiencing this too (I hope!). lol, Just I don't know o_o

"You're never fully dressed without a smile" -Annie musical